We are sacred beings. We are energy, and we are not meant to share our energy with just anybody. Over the last year, I established better boundaries and did away with toxic people and places. I tell you, as a result I’ve been more inspired and creative than ever before. I harnessed my divine energy and used it to write a new book, music and a YouTube series.
I did not waste my time in dysfunctional relationships, and I stood up for myself refusing to accept the unacceptable throughout many realms in my life. Guess what, I have been manifesting incredible opportunities and friendships.
I have been in and out of relationships my entire adult life. However, by protecting my divine energy and being cautious with my intimate friendships and relationships my life has shifted. I do not feel drained, frustrated and sick the ways I once did.
I understand that doing away with meaningless relationships has brought me to new place in my sobriety. I know, I distracted myself for many years with the company I kept, focusing on their behaviour instead of my own. What a waste of time and energy! I’m no longer doing that and let me tell things are better.
I accept I have anxiety. It’s okay. I’m going to a support group, seeing a counsellor and recovery are all helping me gain insight and tools to better understand what it is. I’m not hiding in relationships. I’ve been looking at myself from the inside out, and everyday isn’t perfect but it’s been than it’s ever been.
I realize I am responsible to protect my energy that everyone I interact with is either adding to or taking away from my aura; thus, I am extremely particular who I allow near me. Imagine there are people doing no work on themselves, getting in and out of relationships causing chaos wherever they go. No thanks! That sounds like a nightmare.
We must respect our divine sacred energy. Intimacy must be treated with the highest regard. No one will respect us, if we do not respect ourselves. If you are struggling with self confidence, go inward do not look for your worth in someone else. You will lose your power, and never get to know your worth or who you truly are until you learn to love and value yourself. This YouTube series I have been working on is my message, what I have done to get where I am. It has been through much pain, I have come to place of knowing who I am.
You are worthy of your own love and respect. What you need will come to you if you allow it to. Do not self sabotage! You are spirit, you are energy; respect and protect your divinity.
Miigwetch,
Brandi xo
