Whatever you are passionate about and love doing require persistent effort and pursuit. No one is going to give you absolutely everything you want. Instead, you have the choice daily to work towards your goals and take action toward what you desire. Everyone starts off an amateur; however, the difference between those who are successful and those who are not are their attitudes, work effort and faith in themselves.
Most people give up after they seemingly fail and few people have the persistent faith to continue working toward their goals. Whatever spotlight you seek, you can shine and bring more light into this world. Definitely keep taking daily action that will bring you closer to what you seek. “What you seek is seeking you.” Rumi